my first love is gone

when i miss u,,
when i need u,,
i just can cry,,
and only cry,,


i know that love can't to forced,,
i know that our love is a compulsion,,
just scared not to hurt,,


and then,,
now we have decided,,
that you and me,,
become best friend,,


in the lonely night,,
sometimes,,
shadows about you coming,,


sometimes,, i cry..
miss your smile,,
miss your feel,,
miss when you touch my hand,,
miss when i permit you,,
miss call you BEE
miss all about you,,


but.. i'm guilty if i miss you,,
all need to process..

tidy up all the debris that cracked heart,,

God had other plans,,
first love is not forever be the last love,,
i believe mate not going anywhere,,
this may be the best for us,,


glad to know you..
my first love..
that give many colours in my life..
during seven months of this...

I hope we stay together very well,,
even without the love ...
but with friendship,,
or fraternal... ^^